Insecure

Insecure... insecure... since when has it been so? When was it that the nightmare crept upon me again? Or has it never gone away, only I was too good at pretending, at denying myself? Insecure... I fear such a feeling as it drags me below the depths... I fear the lack of air and the darkness that makes me blind to the light, the weight that pulls me down and takes control over my limbs... So scary, my insecurities...